I has been a long time since I could even think of adding to Penny's blog, but today seems to feel right.
Here's a recap of our grieving for Penny, in the hope that if another bereft dog owner stumbles across this post, it might help in the first sharply sad days and weeks.
Initially, it was a great comfort to hear from our friends and from those who had loved Penny. We left her ashes on the front table.
We received a beautiful gift of a wood-block print of her, and roses.
As the petals fell, we left them beside her ashes and photo.
Then came the sad decision to bury her ashes. We came up with the idea of making a new garden in a spot that had been neglected, but which was just outside the unused doorway where she had taken to sleeping most of the time in the last few weeks of her life. She liked that spot because it gave a view of the driveway and the front street, and was just beside the computer where one of her humans worked.
Here's one of my favourite photos of her in that spot:
So we covered over the hole that held her ashes, and waited...
...because another friend had promised to give us a gift of a plant - a hellebore called 'Penny's Pink.' But it wasn't available in nurseries yet.
Over the next few months we had to learn to walk in the places where we had always gone with Penny - without her. Sad, but filled with loving memories of a wonderful dog. This spot is Heide Art Gallery kitchen garden, where Penny strolled in her old age and I browsed the interesting plantings.
And we visited some of the places where she had swum so often.
We walked to new places, ones that had no memories of Penny, but brought her to our minds - she would definitely have plonked herself into that puddle!
Finally, Penny's special plant arrived.
Now 'Penny's Pink' hellebore is growing in Penny's memorial garden.
And Penny is remembered with love. No regrets, though, because she had the best care all her life from the team at our vet and from us, and knew she was safe and loved. But her time had come.
